Grace Under Fire

Grace under fire

And the moment's

Just begun

I feel something dying

But it's warm bold and sound

In a moment of truth

We see so much more

Find a shelter somehow where

We can draw the line

Do you see the vultures

Feasting on your cornea

Scratching on your eardrums

Forcing you to hide

Do you hide from me?

Can you cope with it

Without hesitation

The moment is gone

Would they fight back if

It happened to them

How would they feel when

The knife pierced through

Would they endure this if

The burden was on their backs

Feeling so hopeless

Nowhere to run

Would they survive

Like I did

Like I did

Grace under fire

And the truth is

We don't care

I feel something dying

Yet I don't know what it is

If

You had been struck by luck

Like we have been

All that sorrow woul have not been in vain

And your wounds wouldn't be as deep

Grace

Finds herself melting away in the sun

Then she whispers tender words

To the sky

"I'm in peace, we can all rest now"

We can all rest

Find a shelter somehow where

We can draw the line

When you turn on the light

We see so much more

Winter Came

Did we get to taste what's past

through all those days

concealing this cold

On our chest

Some pain, like a memory

Warmth was gone

To never come back

And then winter came

And it froze out our windows

Trees outside

Begging for forgiveness

Winter came

Winter came, for me now

My mind is ok

Falling to the ground

Falling to the ground

This time around I know I'm just a leaf

Waiting for this winter to set me free

I just realized is not just you and me

Revolution’s all around, claiming harmony

Winter came

Winter came, for me now

My mind is ok

Falling to the ground

Falling to the ground

Stop the noise it's oh so strong and

Leave this coldness

Forever crushing us down

Don't let go

It will eat your heart out

Twist and hold

Until your mind is lost

Leaves on the pavement

Whisper farewell

Clouds fed the skies

And the symphony began

Winter hunts

Scavenging for despair

Soil is blank

Space is deaf

Overcome

One A.M, Tuesday

It all becomes clear

I’ve been wasting all my years

Window blinds dancing

A frightening wind

I passed the test, there’s no escape,

The needle bends, it is too late

I feel the need to overcome this

Shadows and whispers

They’re all in my head

Yet they hurt as if they’re real

Portraits of old men

devoided of soul

I passed the test, there’s no escape

The birds have sung the melody

As if they were singing to me

About the need to overcome this

I have seen the light

with my own two eyes

dreamt of a shadow, cold left unspoken

blinded by my thoughts

Night dissipates

And I have never felt so sick

Someone awakes

I hear the footsteps on the floor below

Insomnia haze

Heeps me from crawling out of my bed

The portrait’s still there

Gazing out, piercing the walls

And I have seen the light

With my own two eyes

Dreamt of a shadow, cold left unspoken

Blinded by my ... blinded by my

Morning rise, moon down

The pattern repeats

The suit is hanging from a chair,

The robots rush out to nowhere

I feel the need to overcome this

Woke up a ghost

People are moving

In every direction

I stare at them

Get zero feedback

Suddenly someone

Trips on the sidewalk

I brace for impact

But she meets the floor

Look at my hands

Transparent and vague

I wail in panic

As I realize

My life, this body

I cherish the most

Lost in the day

I woke up a ghost

Oh to recall

All that I missed

Your skin touching mine

My hands feeling yours

Pain hunger stress

And even headaches

I'll miss it all

Now my mind is gone

I feel something near

Cold breeze in July

Why can't you hear me?

This cold is so weird

I feel something near

All my complaints

Insignificant

My life was great

When I had a voice

All my mistakes

so significant

My life was great

When I had a choice

Hope that soon I'll be gone

and complete again

All the battles we've lost

flashing through my eyes

And soon I'll become

one with the air

So weightless and free

I'll let go and rest

So alone, tonight

Moonlight shining through

I need help

Help me ...

What is happening?

What is happening?

How did I get here

I try to rewind

But everything seems

So ordinary

I am a breeze

In everyone's eyes

Try as I might

My screams just aren't there

And you call yourself a ghost

Trapped inside a broken home

And you call yourself a ghost

Trapped inside a broken home

And you call yourself a ghost

Trapped inside a broken home

People are moving

In every direction

Sleep Inertia

I'm trapped in my bed

with dreams of void inertia

so cold inside my head

The strangest field... emotion

Contemplate the gates and

My body won't obey

Muscles deep ...inertia

My brain's weak ...inertia

It's not time to sleep

Black begins to accumulate

This cannot be true

This cannot be, this cannot be

Let the legs be alive

Let my fingers slip away

Distorted reality

Thoughts are crumbling

Through my shadow

And I still try to disappear

Luring things I don't believe in

Leeching on my own self

Invisible, the walls

Why am I trapped in here

I want to stop and move away

This sleep inertia feels insane

Muscles deep ...inertia

My brain's weak

My brain's weak ... inertia

Medicine

There was a time when logic was all I had

on my mind

And it kept me separated from my life

I can't feel the pain anymore

Only the answers travelling on my soul

I can't feel this anymore

I can't feel this anymore

This medicine makes me so much

I can't even say I don't want to stop

This healing

New Skin

Grows in me the need to change

It’s getting bigger than my skin

The hissing so loud

Must not rest

Keeps getting darker and darker

Keeps getting darker and darker

Keeps getting darker and darker

Keeps getting darker and darker

I’ve been given

A chance

For a new

Beginning

This is not

An escape

Just a new path

Here’s my chest

Dissolving

My mistakes

A new shape

Now what will you become

Will you embrace

Unforeseen realities

The story of my past

I never got to live

You are two

But I am one

Stasis

These are just words

With no real consequence

These words I speak

They mean nothing

But I strive for more

A different way of

Overcoming spite and fear

Another me

Now from afar

I see the reason of it all

I see the past in what's to come

Taken away

Swallowed by shadows

Only to be born again

Seeing the same things

But with another eye

Another me

I have never felt so clear

Could it be that I'm gone

I have never felt so clean

Could it be that I'm gone

Am I still myself

Breath, that uncertainty

Makes no sense at all

I’m the same as you

Only so much better now

If you don't see what I have seen

Past and future in a circle

Words you speak of have no meaning

You are two but I am one now

You are two but I am one now

Shed skin behind

drawn myself into the same melody to

come back again, with another way to

feel disguised and real

If you don't see what I have seen

Past and future in a circle

Words you speak of have no meaning

You are two but I am one now

You are two but I am one now

You are two but ... but I realize